BASIC STATS.

Name: tarin (pronounced tair-in)

Age: too old at 48

Weight: too damned heavy! The scales scream “GET OFF!” before tarin even gets on. Saying that, he is a fair bit lighter than the almost 30 stone he was (Thank you “Zombies Run!”).

Status: Single (yeah, shocker, tarin knows)

Orientation: tarin likes the ladies

Favourite Colour: Red and pastels, especially purple/lilac.

Religious beliefs: tarin believes in The Great Spirit.

Political views: tarin believes politics is best viewed from as far away as possible.

However tarin recently switched to supporting the Green Party, even voting for them in the recent elections, after being disillusioned by the labour party.

A LITTLE BIT ABOUT TARIN.

tarin was born in Lancashire, and dragged up practically everywhere he lived, with few exceptions.

tarin hasn’t had the easiest of times and he has got the mental health issues to show for it, but that’s for his journal he calls Jou-Chan (joo).

He has been severely hurt by his family and lots of others, but at the same time tarin concedes he has done his fair share of hurting too, but then point him to someone who hasn’t and tarin will point you to a liar, however somehow people never seem to acknowledge, that tarin acknowledges he is not perfect and has screwed up, and they are still mean to him, go figure.

tarin considers his real parents to be Chris and Alan, they were the most awesome ever and the best mom and pop a kid could wish for, tarin misses them very much and they will always have a special place in his heart.

tarin has moved around a lot, he can’t seem to really be happy or feel settled anywhere, he blames this on the social services of Lancashire, as they never really let him settle anywhere properly and tarin was passed from home to home like an antique rag doll, tarin has no real connections at all.

tarin is deficient in many ways and has made his fair share of mistakes in life, but he has tried to learn from them and in many ways succeeded but not in all.

He trusts few and always expects the worst, that way he is rarely disappointed and even more rarely, pleasantly surprised.

tarin has Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder, C.P.T.S.D. and anxiety issues, tarin has also felt for the longest time, many, many years now, that he is not human, that he is distanced from the humans and beneath them, even more so since the COVID pandemic, it was around that time tarin started talking in the third person, given how distant, and not human, he feels and these feelings got worse during COVID because he was mostly lonely and realizing he mattered even less than he had originally believed, leaving tarin feeling even more distant from himself and not liking himself at all, the way others don’t like him.

tarin loves music and art, though he knows little about either and has taken up learning the clarinet and trying his hand at different crafts like scenery making and leather-working.